The new website is finally live, I’m writing my first blog entry for the site, and I find myself strangely struggling with words.  Not what I would have predicted when I created this space for a blog.  I’ve been waiting so long for the website to be finished, and was hoping to dazzle you with a cleverly worded first entry.  That seems less and less likely as I write this.

More and more lately, my desire is to say less and to just be more – that is, to be in a state of beingness, to be my authentic Self – which is a concentration of energy that shifts and changes with invisible tides.

When I allow myself to just “be,” I am breathing and pausing….pausing long enough for Spirit to find the right words to express through me. Sometimes those words spill out awkwardly, bouncing all over the place in unpredictable ways. This feels like one of those times.

I’ve come to realize that I don’t want to force this thing called “self-expression.”  The writing of others that I most admire comes not from their wondrous minds, but from a Source that is using their words.  I want to be used in this way, and so I am letting go and allowing.  I am pausing and waiting.

So I invite you to enter the “pause” with me.  Keep breathing.  Wait as long as you need to, and just allow the words to unfold.  It’s fun to see what emerges!

I decree that there be no self-judgment in this space.  Let’s be authentic.  I ask you to drop into your heart and share from there.   Let’s hold space for the best in each of us to rise up like a wave.

I would love to build community in this space.   Your beingness is most welcome and appreciated!


  1. Dezi says:

    I just had to tell you how exciting this was for me! The healing that I felt was so intense! I agree that I wanted the session to go on and on!
    Thank you for being a pioneer and for doing this and for letting me be a part of it.

    • Paula says:

      Dezi, you’re welcome- it was really my honor. Thank you so much for jumping into the world of journeying. I am so glad your experience of healing was exciting and I hope you continue deepening that connection!

  2. Kriste says:

    Your website is dazzling, Paula! I love the ‘whole’ feeling of it. Not sure of a better way of describing it other than that. I love that it is such a beautiful container for so many of your amazing gifts. I’m excited to see how it expands. Until then, I’ll keep trying to breathe into the space, as you have so wisely suggested. Thank you for leading by example!

    • Paula says:

      Thank you so much, Kriste! I really appreciate your kind words and that you took the time to look at the site. Your beautiful spirit and your writing always inspire me!!!

  3. Dezi says:

    Thank you for allowing me to be a part of this Wonderful Journey with you! I asked for some healing during this journey, and found such ‘Peace’ and ‘Calmness’. It was really amazing!!!
    Thank you so much!

  4. Dezi says:

    Oh Paula! The best can be at the very end!
    I have to share with you something that I learned about my journey! After it was over I realized a few things that I neglected to mention to you at the time. One of the things that I wanted to share with you is that I had considerable back pains from tension as things have been very stressful for me lately. I remembered that I had felt some little fingers on my back at the point where I felt the pain and felt them gingerly trying to ‘lift me up’ to release the stress and relax me. I felt this many times and then felt myself relaxing each time afterwards. After I hung up, I sat down to journal my experience, and I felt this Spirit right in front of me in the shape of an oval. I felt love emating from it and sent it right back which increased the feeling that I was receiving! I had finally ‘met’ my spirit guide!!!
    Paula, all of this is only possible because of the work that you do and the Journey experiences that you offer! Thank you from the bottom of my heart!

    • Paula says:

      Wow, Dezi, thank you for sharing your experience! What a blessing for you to connect with your personal Spirit Guide — and I am in deep gratitude for the way your Divine orchestrated the healing for you! I love to hear people’s journeys and to witness over and over again the experience of “direct revelation” which makes shamanic journeys so consistently surprising, joyful, and fulfilling. Thank you for your willingness to listen to the calling of your heart to connect!

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